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Orion

30th June 2005, 20:30

It has been a while so let me run away with my thoughts and maybe you all could do the same.

I declare that I love Alizée more than life itself; more than my life. I strongly feel that we are conected in some way. It's as if God created us at the exact moment in time so that we can find ourselves when need be. It's as if she is my sister and woe to those that seek to harm her. I did not just see Alizée in my dreams, I saw her in awakened visions. Those visions told me that she is someone that I should charish all my life. This isn't poetic jiberish, this is fact. Should I hate God for putting me in the position of finding my soulmate, yet not being able to do anything about it, or should I love God for allowing us to be soulmates? I am in a state of chaos and the only equation capable of order in the universe is Alizée. So, I shall never end this quest. I will never leave my soulmate's side. I do not care for the visions I see of the future and all the death and suffering that will await many more people to come. Our time to reconcile and to put love first is not that far off.

I thank this forum for allowing me to find some very good friends, some of which I have not spoken to in a long time though (you know who you are). Do not forget my loyalty and always be true. Though I may appear to be lost, do not worry because I am only lost in Alizée. Sometimes I may say strange things, but there is a good reason for it that only I can understand because you do not see what I see, and you do not know what I know.

Maybe some day I can meet my good friends on this forum and it would be out of this world to do so at a Lili concert. What dreams may come . . .

Melodramatic

30th June 2005, 21:53

Welcome back Orion. It seems like you've been fully incinerated by flames caused by these new waves of enthusiastic newbies.

P.S. Dave's got the Italian version of the Papal funeral.

PayBays

30th June 2005, 22:04

Nice thoughts.I still think Alizée is the closest person that's far away.I haven't got any place for her in my heart,but she belongs there.You might know how important she is,but for me it's more then that.I can create songs,poems,letters that are good,because i wrote then with my Alizée heart feelings.I think more of the people try the same.Interesting Orion...as long as you don't get to obsessed.

Bondius

30th June 2005, 23:40

I understand you quite good, Orion. I wake up with her in my mind, all day I think of her, I forget to eat or even drink (lol), I go to sleep thinking of her and even in my dreams I can't lose her :wub:
But as PayBays said, try not to get obsessed ... it's far worse than this stage.

le bear

1st July 2005, 00:12

True my friends (may I call you that?). Alizee is surely intoxicating and draws you in with her performances and the way she is. But make no mistake, no matter how much you feel that you know her, or want to be with her, you don't really. You have no idea (for real) what she is like from day to day and I'm quite sure that she would be disturbed and even fearful of complete strangers wanting to be SO close to her, because we are in fact STRANGERS to her. Like it's been said, be a fan, a HUGE fan even, love her music and her performances, take interest in this forum and news of her, and so on, but don't let yourself get too obsessed. It's not healthy for you because then you are living your life in a fantasy..... Trust me, I've met MANY famous people over the years (more than a dozen +). I used to be a body guard for rock stars a long time ago for personal appearances and so on. They are all human and so is Alizee. I'm sure she can be cranky, demanding, and other things like the rest of us. I'm not saying anything bad here at all, but remember, she is human..... Best wishes to you!

Hope that's not too harsh.

Bondius

1st July 2005, 00:17

True my friends (may I call you that?).

Hope that's not too harsh.

Of course you can, we're all a big happy family here :cheesy:
And that wasn't harsh ... that was the best answer one can give. She's human too, she needs her privacy and who knows how she acts in real life. We all love her on the stage but I bet that more than 90% of us haven't even SEEN her in real life ...

DavidAlizée

1st July 2005, 00:30

welcome back orion. Truly the biggest Alizée fan of all time, you are the one person i know that truly loves her. Nice to have you back..

Melo, I dont have the papal version, I wish i did! If you or anyone you know that has it, please can you uplaod that for me, ive been looking for that for so long. I also have the Christmas service converted to MPG in 4 parts, i will give you and orion the links to download from my computer. You both and me, will be the only ones to have the master copy of this service, because i bought the rights to it.

Orion

1st July 2005, 00:55

Ah thanks guys for the words. YES we are all friends here and we are a big family. Just one thing though: There are a few people here on this forum who know that I am not obsessed/infatuated etc. Far from it. The new members that read my posts will not understand unless they research my time here on this forum and realize why I have these feelings for Alizée. So, when I say "sister" etc., do not be shocked. It's not so shocking once you know the whole story;) There is nothing I want more for Alizée than for her to be happy with Jeremy and thier baby. Anyway, I am glad to see that we have some great new members here. I have missed my friends here; it's been a while. I know I am not alone here when I say that I can't wait for the next album and maybe revisit the atmosphere on this forum not seen since the "Gourmandises" days.

Keep your eyes towards the horizon.

PayBays

1st July 2005, 11:20

All one nice family,that's all addicted to Alizée.Shouldn't we go to a concert of Alizée with our 200 people? :cheesy:

Bondius

1st July 2005, 11:31

Yea .. that would be awesome! We should all go to her next concer. With 200 people, we can kick the hell out of all her bodyguard and meet her in person! lol, she'd hire an army if she reads this :P

PayBays

1st July 2005, 11:44

Yeah we just could slam through the door and tkae her on stage again!

Bondius

1st July 2005, 11:50

Or beg her for a live Gourmandise right there :cheesy: for that I'd even beat up the army ... Splinter Cell style 8) lol

senelgor

1st July 2005, 12:00

Aha. Thats an entertaining thought. 200 some fans rushing the stage, running over everyone/thing in their way. Hah, I could only imagine what shed be thinking as the swarm sweeps through the concert. :D

Bondius

1st July 2005, 12:08

We'd go to the front line even if we had to trample everyone. Belive me, I'd even beat up a 120 kilo biker if he stood between me and Alizée.

Phalanx Formation! Forward!! (sorry .. too much Rome Total War :cheesy:)

DavidAlizée

1st July 2005, 12:19

oh no... no,no no. Lets not turn yet another topic into a chat. Thats what the IRC is there for, to chat about nonsense =) Lets talk about that great and dedicated post orion made.

Zeka

1st July 2005, 12:19

Yea .. that would be awesome! We should all go to her next concer. With 200 people, we can kick the hell out of all her bodyguard and meet her in person! lol, she'd hire an army if she reads this :P

Ha ha,that's a nice one :lol: .Although i wouldn't do that-She would be scared then,and that's the last thing that I want.So,let us just find some hot chicks for bodygards :mrgreen: ,give them 1000 litars of wine :ill: :doc: and THEN,when She is about to leave the concert,we can ask Her for a group picture :cheesy: .

@ Orion:

Welcome back :flowers: !Wait,I have to make up myself a little bit for you.There: :date: <------better now :mrgreen: ?

I hope everything is ok with you.You know what I think of Alizee.And don't forget-WE WILL go to Her next concert together,I assure you.There is no way I'm gonna miss it.I have missed all the previous concerts,and I feel like I lost great part of my life.So I won't miss the next one,no matter how much it costs me,no matter where and what I have to do,no matter how hard it will be-I WILL GO!!!!!! Even if I have to work next hundred years to pay it off,I'll go! I'm waiting for you there... (without flowers,sorry :oops: :mrgreen: )

Orion

1st July 2005, 14:59

haha melo was right, I think I am being reanimated by u guys 8) For such a dedicated fan, maybe I will pay for food and drink :cheers: and the ticket if it means that you will be there and won't have to work for the next 100 yrs.

@Bondius/Senelgor/PayBays: don't worry! If we all go, I will guarantee you all that we will get to go backstage. Leave it to me, and I will make sure ALizée gets to see her most loyal fans in person. Count on it!!! You guys deserve it.

@ David: You are really a dear friend, as is Melo and the rest^^^^. Maybe some of you guys don't see eye to eye, but I assure you that if we all meet at the concert, you will all see what counts and what doesn't. It will be our declaration of peace :thumbup:

@Sean, AKMS, BIB, Ron, Ben, Mot, Angelus . . . EVERYONE let's make this happen. It will be our declaration of independence :beer:

Now I am off to school . . . B back next week.

Zeka

1st July 2005, 15:05

Good luck with earning your knowledge and diploma :mrgreen: (sucker!)! And I count on that food (at least-I'll drink the water :mrgreen: ) that you are willing to pay!

PayBays

1st July 2005, 16:02

Can't wait to see her backstage.I'm gonna write some French here.

tern

2nd July 2005, 04:46

Nice to see you stop by Orion. Great words as always. Go and do well at your schooling. All the rest of you, keep on... keep on'ing.

Cameleon

3rd July 2005, 12:31

I don't know what to say , i'm just an average guy , with dreams , with hopes , with
life's goods and bads , but for a person like u alizee , i will do just about everything to be with u , i am aware that's imposible , but think a little , we all are made by one God
and we aren't different so much . We all got our hopes , and choises in life , so if you see this messege , make a song with my name :oops:

PayBays

3rd July 2005, 12:35

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 13:11

I understand you very good Orion.. although it sounds really strange, I think everyone of us can feel with you. She has a very big place in our heart ofcourse...
and sometimes its more. But you should not focus your whole life on that what you wrote there. Because you can't reach her... I know it feels good, to dream of her...

but this is my opinion: If you think your whole life like that, you will get in deep trouble. Fans are changing her life cause of Alizée but mostly for waste. Ofcourse everyone can dream... but well I think you are possessed of Alizée. Its not a bad thing, but you sound like that.

Alizée has a great aura, thats why her fans get very fanatic after her. But that's not very good at all because mostly your life depends on her. For example: You compare other girls with her... or you don't want a girlfriend anymore.

Don't understand me wrong, I can really feel with you. But what I want to tell you is. She has the control over our psychical situation. So try to keep your feelings under control and don't go to deep in it.

Some fall in love with her, and it feels like you fall in love with a girl who lives next to you. So the feelings are quiet the same. But the bad thing is you can't reach her, and have her in your arms when you want. Don't you want to feel her warmness all the time? Don't you want to have her in your arms all the time? Well I think you want. But is it possible, all the time? Everyone of us wants it... but if you love her more than your own life. It must be much more at you than at some others.

Alw

3rd July 2005, 13:26

I agree with fiesta on some of it, cause loving someone more than your own life + they are unreachable will just consume u. I also know that u can't controle loving her more than your own life =×

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 13:29

Yeah... You must set a limit for your feelings. I think you go too far.

DavidAlizée

3rd July 2005, 13:56

na, if he really loves her like that, who are we to tell him to change his feelings. Some people become attracted to a girl, or someone for so many reasons. He isnt spilling those fake emotions as most users do in the dream threads ect..

I don't think there is anything wrong with that at all, it is how he feels about someone. He doesnt think fo her as his goddess or a real angel ect.. as most people do here, that is insane. Not this kind of feelings, that orion writes.

When a person has been here, this long, and still has feelings like that, i don't think anyone can question them. He has his feet on the ground, he doesnt want to stalk her ect as again, "others" do. His feelings are genuine and i don't think he loves her more than his own life, that is just an expression of love. I love God and Jesus more than my own life, to those that don't believe in God, find that crazy. So, you see.. he is also catholic, he loves Jesus and God more than his life, but to love Alizée more than his life, is just as i said, an expression of love.

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 13:59

Well, I don't accept with your things, but thats your opinion. If he loves Alizée more than his own life, so would he jump off a mountain when Alizée says. If you really love me jump for me. So would he do it ??? Oh my god...
thats why I say he has to think seriously, and not believe in any kind of dreams or visions.

DavidAlizée

3rd July 2005, 14:14

yes, i just explained. I thought i did a good job :(

He said "he loves her than his own life" It is an expression of love. It doesnt mean he is going to die, anytime soon. He is not going to jump off a mountian if Alizée tells him too, that is the whole purpose of the expression of love.

Example: I love you so much my eyes fall out. ( eyes do not fall out, it is an expression of love )

I do agree, the dream threads are very freaky indeed.

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 14:15

No of course, but the way how he wrote it... well man I don't want to comment on it. the only thing I say to his comment is, it doesn't sound that normal how he wrote it and what he wrote there. If I knew him in real life and would be his friend, I'd be extremely worried.

DavidAlizée

3rd July 2005, 14:18

same goes for " i love you so much, my heart bleeds" its the same context. I have read many love stroies, and they are similar to what orion wrote. The way he describes things.. ect.

I don't think love stories are freaky. I do think, that the people who plan to make statues and worship her, those are the freaky ones. Not people who write deep, loyal poems and emmotions about how they love her. If you read his post carfully, he has not been here for a while, he explained his dediaction and love for her still. I have seen alot worse things around here daily, than what orion wrote. I even read some users who want to pray to her :roll:

Ok, you have your opinion, it is clear we differ on this matter. =)

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 14:26

well, you are right in one way... and I am not here for a very long time, and this is the hardest love story about Alizée I've been reading here now, and the reason why I am worried is, Alizée is not a girl he can have all the time next to him. I would feel very lonely... And that can bring someone really down, and also cause his psychical situation extremely.

Man I mean, its Love... and love is a great thing, I don't understand how some people can be happy not having this person next to him... but as I see there are people, and when they are really happy with this. I'm also happy.

But the way he wrote it, was like: "If it does not come true, then.... "

Cameleon

3rd July 2005, 18:56

I have to be carefull with my mind , beacouse i don't want to have Alizee faling in love with me , so thats why i need to stay in her mind just with my name :? .Remember my thoughts Alizee , never fall in love with me :cheesy: Have a nice day !! Can someone tell me her e-mail address ?

DavidAlizée

3rd July 2005, 18:59

her email address doesnt work, it has not worked for a very long time now.

Ramon_Morales_Jr

3rd July 2005, 19:05

i never tryed to email her :cry: :cry:

PayBays

3rd July 2005, 20:02

write her a letter and pray she responds

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 21:29

I dont know if that all could work... Email doesnt work, and letter
:S I dont trust it

PayBays

3rd July 2005, 21:31

A letter is easy written.I'm praying that it went to the right adress

Some say 20 some say 22

DavidAlizée

3rd July 2005, 21:38

your praying? lol, and you don't believe in God!

Cameleon, her email address may be active soon, when she starts to accept fan support. Eitherway, it will be open sooner or later, as her third album is coming out.

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 21:44

some people here are only giving crap out of hisself, I dont call names :P

Cameleon

3rd July 2005, 22:18

Ok my friends , let's wait in peace , not in war :lol: her active email adress , but , until then let's pray that she will read all the mails :wink: . And , to tell u a truth , she is about to watch our forum , i hope :?:

FiEsTa

3rd July 2005, 22:38

well who knows how often she has watched over these forums :P

Cameleon

5th July 2005, 12:56

Somethimes when you are feeling alone , your mind is going crazy and makes you say thinks , beyound your imagination......well in my case , my mind has a close connection with my heart , and they are agreed with everything i say...but today my words express a funny way to think , about me , about alizee , about all of us , ...so in a word ...i can say that alizee will be a good person for the rest of her life , and she will sing for all of us , and we my friends will be happy forever knowing that Alizee is with us.. :oops:
Alizee , if you will watch this , i bet you will fall for me , or you don't ! :cheesy:

PayBays

5th July 2005, 12:58

Ayan

5th July 2005, 13:36

Don't understand me wrong, I can really feel with you. But what I want to tell you is. She has the control over our psychical situation. So try to keep your feelings under control and don't go to deep in it. What's so bad about Alizée having control over someone? I sure don't mind. Whether it is Alizée or me who is having the control here - it makes no difference. http://img293.echo.cx/img293/6622/happy0ie.gif

Fiesta, I read your posts and I belive you have mixed up two separate ideas. It is one thing to love someone. And another is being loved in return.

That is the reason why people can comprehend the situation. Even if they know that being with Alizée is most likely a dream, they still keep it up because their feelings for Alizée are so overwhelming. To be in love with the most wonderful girl in the whole World - what difference does it make that She is far away or that there are n+1 things which are making it almost impossible for it to come true - love is not reasonable, it is not supposed to be reasonable.

FiEsTa

5th July 2005, 18:39

What I meant with "She has control over our psychial Situation" was that some people dream too much and really believe in this dreams that they come true.
I don't mean the dreams when you are asleep... when you think of something and you really believe in that.

Now lets say she is going to stop making music... what will all these people do who are writing there love stories here? They will hear nothing from her anymore. I think those people would be really down, more down than fans like me.

in a summary... Don't dream too much, because it can't come true. That's what I wanted to say.

HME

5th July 2005, 18:58

Wow Orion, that was really deep and I could tell that it came straight from your heart. You and I seem to have the same kind of feelings for Alizée. You say that you have a sort of bond and thats the way I feel too but I feel that mine is in a different way. You have a love-bond and although I might sound stupid, I have to say my bond is a family like one. I love Alizée as if she was one of family and I am sticking to it. Every time I see her I think of her as a big sister. Everyone on the forums also know that I always say that I want to be her friend but that doesn't mean I don't care about her any less. I sometimes just wish that I could call her or visit her just to see how she is doing, not knowing these small things kind of upsets me at times. I have dreamt of her so many times but I have never engaged her in a romance way but a family way. I have always felt this way and I can't wait to see if she will accept my friendship. If she doesn't I will feel crushed but my feelings will never change and I will still continue to pray for her.
http://img78.imageshack.us/img78/979/alizhmeani8ke7nk.gif

PayBays

5th July 2005, 19:04

Nice story HME...

you all sound,that we're one big family

I'm often in a fantasy world where Alizée is my sister.I would really have her as a sister,and i often talk to her.Yeah it sounds stupid,but i always thought that she could hear me.I often talked to her about my life and how important she is for me.
I never gained an answer,but i keep on telling her things.I'm not crazy,and i don;t give her a kiss if she's on a poster in my room.Some people used to do that...

FiEsTa

5th July 2005, 22:00

pray for her? Well HME the same way you feel I also do... but not as a sister. I can't tell how I think about Alizée... I can't write down my feelings it is too hard.
I would cry I think

liormic

6th July 2005, 20:44

Hi, i could not stop my self from responding...I kind of understand what you say around here.. it is truly amazing...The first time i saw alizee dancing , singing , i was captured... It was amazing.. the first thing i said to myself is that this is for sure one of the most beutytiful women in the world...Her eyes her smile, her voice , just amazing... Then i said to myself that i must meet this women... I felt like it is destiny that i will meet her... i didnt care where i live and even there is such a big gap between us... some how i knew i have to meet her...I had this crazy ideas that i will be rich enough to buy her production company, and then i will ask her to dinner... I thought i was the only crazy guy ... then i came to this forum and i found out i was not the only one... i found out that she is married with a baby.. that kindaa ended my dreams.. I got to think about it a little.. That alizee is truly amazing.. just by looking her and reading some of her interviews..(whice i still belive does not say alot about her) I fell in love of her.. amazing.. she is truly an angel, i think god sent her to make pepole feel good... After a while I came over my feelings, still it hurts just to look at her pictures , But i strongly think Orion , and for the other guys That you need to take a moment to yourself and ask a few questions.. One is do i realy love this great singer because of the right reasons? I understood that i dont... it is a false love , it is love that is based on photos and short interviews... even though im sure shes a great person i dont realy think that you can have this feelings for someone you didnt even met... it is truly strong feelings and i kind of think that you carried away too much , thats my opinion...
Would i trade my family for a meeting with her? would i give my brother to live with her? my answer is NO.Altough she is a great person, i dont realy know her... I think i will keep my feelings for the true love of my life... what about you guys?

PayBays

6th July 2005, 20:49

great said liormic...but i would do anything to meet her in public!

FiEsTa

7th July 2005, 14:48

If I wrote here what I think about Alizée... and the moments when I cried...
I know no one would say Im stupid, Im sure about it because we all feel mostly the same. But if just people look over these forums who are not a fan of Lili. These people cant understand the things we write here cause they have never felt it. That's why I am a bit careful what Im posting here.

I have no problem to talk in the chat with the fans about my feelings, but I would never give them to the public. I also feel very very much for Alizée, not like Orion does but its also very much and I would not post my feelings as clear as he did, I respect the things you wrote. I would only not post them that clearly in forums.

P.S
I hope you don't hate me now Orion cause of my posts in this thread.

Cameleon

8th July 2005, 11:50

Nothing but words , words , and again words ....nevermind that.....the heart is the only one who can give u this words , so be carefull not to go on the otherside....be verry , verry carefull...or you will end up finding yourself lost in your own imagination..and that means youre dead.... :!:

FiEsTa

8th July 2005, 12:36

verry carefull...or you will end up finding yourself lost in your own imagination..

this is exactly what Im thinking of all the time.
I remember myself... I imagined many things when I was in love with a girl. And I really loved her..
one time I was looking out of my window. And I believed so much in my dreams, I imagined so much and believed in it. Well what happened ? And im really not kidding now. I saw how she was running from the other street side to mine, and I really thought its her, after I jumped off the window and also runned there I was nearly smashed by a car, and what did I recognise? there wasnt anything.

PayBays

8th July 2005, 12:39

le bear

9th July 2005, 02:20

Well, if there was ever a girl (now a woman) that was far too easy to get obsessed over, it's Alizee. I had to STOP watching La Isla Bonita because it was on my mind too much and then her interviews (the way her lips move to the side when she pronounces some words just melts me to the ground).

She is a once in several lifetimes girl.....

DavidAlizée

9th July 2005, 02:22

i completely agree with everything you said

Mordecai

9th July 2005, 02:26

^ pff, she's not that "perfect". An ordinary women.

le bear

9th July 2005, 02:30

You MUST be kidding right? She is as far from "ordinary" as it gets.....

tern

9th July 2005, 04:54

She is a once in several lifetimes girl.....

Haha, well put man. Well put.

Cameleon

14th July 2005, 19:26

In a word...i can say that...Alizee your good just right about you are now...don't fall for fame and fortune , u see what fame and fortune did with other stars "stars" :cheesy: be your self do not pretend to be someone else beacouse will only bring you sadness and bad..i don't know i maybe stupid sayng that bun this is the truth..i mean...you have a nice looking body , and a good soul...don't get them disturbed...don't brake them ok?be cool...bye now...

Broken Wings

24th July 2005, 08:38

not knowing these small things kind of upsets me at times.
I hear ya.
I agree with what he said as well. I am thinking of trying to meet alizee as a goal in the future. I mean, how could anyone not resist? To me, she is different from any other star I know. this girl has charm, and shes the only angel on earth man! shes perfect.(ya'll know what im saying), so of course I would like to meet her. who knows what the future brings am I right? God willing I still have a long way to go. I am a believer that if you have sights set on your goals, and you're willing to work your ass off for it, you can accomplish anything.

I cannot wait till I go to france. :mrgreen: